"I'm not saying no, I just... I didn't think I made all that good an impression on him, even if things did get better. He just seemed really on edge and I know I didn't exactly make it any easier on him. And I don't wanna make things harder for you or him."

At the same time though, there's another living arrangement that could be a possibility, since it'd leave him right where he is. "Or I could just stay put so it doesn't have to go upending your lives, but then I'd pretty much be where I'm at now with a different name on paper... buuuut at least you'd let me know you're alive." It's a lot to consider, a lot of different options to weigh, and a lot of choices he has to make. "Can I think about it?"